Between the summer haze and life upside-down. The sky’s tongue steals the conversation. From morning to evening the temple bell sinks to the bottom of the sea. And what is left of life drifts onto a shredded shore. Is this how you want things to be?
In the shadows of masks, tests and social distancing? Surrounded by a fear of sub-health, quarantine and death. My feet are no longer accustomed to grass. And the sun flashes wildly through the few cracks in the sky. With all its urgent future. And what of love? That has once again burst in on me. The time of distance cannot keep this away. Like a stray cat, it will return soon enough. And I will see my love as a creature of light. Her eyes, her lips, her breasts conducting an orchestra of fire. And I will listen, oh I will listen over and over again.
You say a cold face is an infected face. But I smile to show. And wait patiently in line just like everybody else. Writing on the absurd, I have an armada of words. Much more than the ‘The Ten Worries’ of Master Liu. “Where are you really from? You asked me. I think I will write myself into an oblivion. And make soup and tea to heal my body.
I remember a time when school children ran free. And banged on their books. Because the wolf and the fox only appeared on the pages. Saintly warriors danced around the backstreets. Too drunk to remember who scored first. And immortality seemed a good thing. Do you remember? A time of ferocious cries, and minds less clouded. With that dull stain of life, nowhere to be seen. And the limbs of the girl next door fulfilled all our fantasies. All the little creatures had a mind and a soul. And nobody set out to steal the stars. Do you remember? I remember the gentleness of flowers. Living again, and, shouting, and grieving. Then came this darkening light. That feeds a darkening mood. Laced with grief. and shreds of a rising moon. But I still remember.
With the teeth of tracks of tears on this earth. And the tongues of puppets with children waiting. It would be enough just to watch the birds in the sky for a while. But I prefer the freedom to roam. And watching her circle the pineapple plants. Until she turns to me. With a sweet emotion and that look of love and lust. I am glad to see she is free.
Bending neither to wind or rain. Did not my hand touch your hair? Did not my fingers touch your lips? And my eyes kept on our beautiful dream. From a chink in a half-closed sky. A voice came from the distance. Splitting the coldest air. Its fragrant scent a tiny life all again. And the world turns to look. But we are gone. I long for that day.
Watch how this works. Autumn winds whisper A world holding its breath. Masked and shrouded in fear. All action evaded. The graceful ballet dancers the only resistance. As a life behind bars nears.
As the autumn wind blows and the night falls. Much of our fear is unspoken. Only a faded photograph can hold the world we once talked about. A world of happy sounds and dad’s drunken songs. But now, decisions never come. And all things turn on each other. Even after night-time falls. It’s still all too much to bear.
Poetry and love. Mixed with cold mornings. So much depends on the instant memories. The virus. The dead and dying. A night with you holding its shape. It all passes. But what’s next?
In the worst moments of the worst season, so far. When nothing is resistant. And all souls seem unclipped. Waiting in one macabre line after another. I still float free, naked. With red lips on the path of desire, kissing my face, my neck The wind sighing next to us. For I have you. And my body understands every word, and every touch.