Waiting for me

My pictures: Taken this evening. I discovered a new cafe on my evening walk…and wrote this poem.

Writing,

until there’s nothing left

of the light.

Outside gnats rise and fall,

on a spoke of faded sun.

 

Salt wind ripples,

to let death be.

Your hair drawn back,

a door to yesterday.

The whole dream through.

A hand to the sky

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My Picture: The Mekong River, Vietnam.

An unseen bird sings,
a summer redshift.
Just enough to remind me
of how it used to be.

With daylight fading,
and sun in my bones.
I see a distant virga, and wake
beneath next seasons stars.

Clouds of pain

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My picture.

Tell me of pain,

what do you know?

I can recollect

when the shadows

of the night came out.

I have never killed,

only ever loved.

Yet, there has been

so much pain…..

with passion

and prolonged silence….

Tell me what you know,

about pain?

Enough

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My picture

Not just a pastime, to me

An invigorating swing

of medical English.

Wrapped around

the humanity of

William Carlos Williams

and Cicely Saunders.

 

Tailing with high gratitude…

and silver lamps of light…

always helping…for no reward.

Yet…alone

how lonely I feel

in the battlefield here.

 

But new writes spark,

old echoes

from days on the hospital wards

of Manchester.

Drop-dead rains of patient care,

here come the part

a poignant character study…

Returning years

My pictures

7 hours of marking, a matter of choice.

Neurotransmitters

unfathomable, vast and empty.

Apoptosis and the death of cancer

always on a journey, ill

DNA and a cause for everything,

a mutation here

and a blue-eyed wonder boy there.

 

In the end,

I wanted to howl like Ginsberg

to feed my patience.

To learn to think,

and clean a wound that won’t close.

Another shadow in a fading light,

a vast and empty hole.

Not another sound

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My picture.

Sprawled on a hard bed,
trying to read Bukowski.
Night runs through the campus,
half a world away.

As I see the sky,
sleep comes wearily.
Darkness, silence
and a dialogue with old age.

Then a tree shift,
to half a moon.
With fireflies dancing,
and bluing with night fall.

Blackout

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My picture: Electricity loss is a common occurrence…so when it happens (as it did tonight)…I try and be creative 🙂

No power again tonight,

a field of evening silence.

Shadows caught on nails

and poems by candlelight.

 

Distant mountains muttering thunder,

releasing the clouds

one by one….. by one.

As the wildflowers,

let the years slip away.