Two worlds collide

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My Picture: TianNing Pagoda in Anyang…almost a 1000 years old…..taken yesterday on a  trip to the city. A contrast between old and new….which reflects a discourse in China and the world….

She was given the world
one long shot into the darkness.
Laughing at the moon
more sound than song.

Now gasping for air,
so much she couldn’t see.
This passion, this heat…it’s in our DNA.
And we stay in our worlds.

The death of Fish

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My Picture: Taken today in Anyang City, Henan, China.

Dead fish in the river and cloud-moisture.
Frantically whipping-up
the crisis below, unseen.
A tarnished bitter shame,
and freeze frame once more.

And the empty plastic bottles,
that cry like tears.
Surrounding the place
with their uselessness.
And nobody minded at all.

So, I went home and took a shower
with love and everything.
The heat turned up listening to AC/DC,
splattering the water and guitar riffs all over the place.
I think this will be good for the fish.

Wounds of Time

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And so
I drank my coffee
ate the carrot cake
Ms. Gu gave me.

Coffee
Cake
Ms. Gu

To a sound
of
‘The Carpenters’
attempting to mend love.

I listened
and
stared….
The young man called me ‘uncle’
“Have you ever been old” I asked.
But I think it was lost in translation.

But now ‘The Carpenters’,
a taste of wet gold
and fingers in the ashes.

And all around
dreams of that perfect love,
horses with gentleman.
And homemade carrot cake.

Rest for me

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What’s so wrong with this night?
Sky, moon and stars
all saying nothing.

And the clouds,
they often have something to say.
Free and unhindered…..full of Ginsberg and early Dylan.

Now hunched over art
eyes shut and silent.
Till death comes knocking at their door.

No noise, this time is uttered.
Out there, tends to diminish
a release of pleasure….. here to stay

An aged mirror, for us all
or acrid sweet smells of fallen thoughts?
So what’s so wrong with this night…..

You understand?

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I once followed the seasons,
pleasant souls to celebrate.
In motion, wings of memories
back and forth.

Now, there are no seasons…..
only one…..
To survive the guts and spillage of glances smiling,
once fashioned there.

In helpless, grim fascination
I watch every sunrise and sunset.
A slight depression in the ground,
and a blushing sun turned to rust.

Now the eerie, cold and delicate sounds
pound my body through this growing landscape.
And dance alone in the high, morning sun.
The nearest thing to being alive….. today.

Dreams left behind

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My Picture: Tablecloth in a coffee bar I frequent. 

I sat down for coffee,
in the shadow of a Xinxiang sky.
Without effort, I watched
people talk with their phones
hoping to make the moment work.

A young woman is making herself
look pretty, for a selfie……
trying to take off her unbecoming frown.
She seems to be struggling, I want to help
but she may misunderstand my motives.

She….is already pretty
beautiful black hair, shiny, as straight as can be
with a pick bow half- lost in an aimless flight.
Her lips as red as a rose, with all the allure
of a fleeting symbol of life.

Then, I left for home
bowing to the faint rays of light and sunset crosses.
Strange place, I thought
but no sadness on this day, at least.

 

Still falls the rain

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https://www.deviantart.com/luthienelf/art/Qingming-Festival-294710525:  Qingming Festival (also known as Pure Brightness Festival or Tomb-sweeping Day), which falls on either April 4th or 5th: Tomb sweeping is regarded as the most important custom in the Qingming Festival from which the name of Tomb-sweeping day is got.

So tired of running,

a mourning moment.

I stopped to look.

Flowers bloom,

a slight wind on Qingming day.

I was just sorry-ever-after.

 

I have loved forever

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My Picture: Statue outside my apartment complex, Xinxiang, China.

A cold shoulder,
darkness silently screaming.
Yet, not lost
and feeling accepted.

A paper-weight
blow about.
Sleeping, walking
what else is life’s dream!

Slants of light slip away,
almost knowing.
Life sees life
none can teach it.