Rejected

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My poetry was rejected this morning,
early morning China time.
A time when people are weary, unhappy and frustrated
……facing a long and uninventive day.

The magazine gave no reasons,
just the manner of things
No emotions…..
“We have decide not to keep your poems”

The curious thing for me
was that, I felt in good company.
Bukowski was rejected most days,
and Dickinson almost never published.

They just left large droppings of their lives, all around.
For people like me to pick-up,
in between reading Camus and Chomsky…..
spaces in their lives and the lives of their friends.

So, I made some coffee, drew a picture
and wrote a poem.
Not like Bukowski or Dickinson, like me.
A concrete man, then the real morning began.

Two worlds collide

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My Picture: TianNing Pagoda in Anyang…almost a 1000 years old…..taken yesterday on a  trip to the city. A contrast between old and new….which reflects a discourse in China and the world….

She was given the world
one long shot into the darkness.
Laughing at the moon
more sound than song.

Now gasping for air,
so much she couldn’t see.
This passion, this heat…it’s in our DNA.
And we stay in our worlds.

The death of Fish

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My Picture: Taken today in Anyang City, Henan, China.

Dead fish in the river and cloud-moisture.
Frantically whipping-up
the crisis below, unseen.
A tarnished bitter shame,
and freeze frame once more.

And the empty plastic bottles,
that cry like tears.
Surrounding the place
with their uselessness.
And nobody minded at all.

So, I went home and took a shower
with love and everything.
The heat turned up listening to AC/DC,
splattering the water and guitar riffs all over the place.
I think this will be good for the fish.

Still falls the rain

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https://www.deviantart.com/luthienelf/art/Qingming-Festival-294710525:  Qingming Festival (also known as Pure Brightness Festival or Tomb-sweeping Day), which falls on either April 4th or 5th: Tomb sweeping is regarded as the most important custom in the Qingming Festival from which the name of Tomb-sweeping day is got.

So tired of running,

a mourning moment.

I stopped to look.

Flowers bloom,

a slight wind on Qingming day.

I was just sorry-ever-after.

 

Autumn Sounds

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Leaves fall with sounds
as the years go by,
still with passion and movement.
And I write of future nostalgia
and lingering fears,
to be left for a thousand years.

Bucolic words remain unfinished.
As shepherds no longer devoted
to their sheep, order the children in line
for the next prize giving.
The sowing season has been missed again,
passing away with sincere emotion.

It’s an endless road.
For every sunrise and sunset,
there is a dark night.
A house where it all began
effortlessly, languidly…..it flows.
Just right, for eternal
commemoration and grand theater.

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My Pictures: Taken in Vietnam, Summer 2018.

Deep and dark now
whalebone and winter rain.
Thin plates to enlarge the circle,
a hand to the sky.

Unafraid, a black bird
watches me approach.
Trees shift, and gulls turn the day
no other words come.

Silent friends meeting,
the sound of chairs being moved ,in and out.
Tears in silver foil litter the ground
and white wind eyes darken the mood.

I look at the rain shadow and distant virga,
razored through and losing its name.
And yet, a fleeting symbol of life
a returning sea, seducing the summer sun.

Alive

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My Picture: Part of railway that took Chinese prisoners to Unit 731: a covert biological and chemical warfare research and development wing of the Imperial Japanese Army that undertook lethal human experimentation during the Second Sino-Japanese War (1937–1945) and World War II. 

Humanity’s gift, a creation by love.
A life of spirit, branches, leaves, water.
Sailing in the sky and pardoned centuries ago.
For there is no core to throw away.

Words whirring over wide plains
Somewhere else, somewhere here
beyond the reach of your presence.
Already forgotten and born again.

A moments decline

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Uncertainty,
trotting timid minds out
in a closed space.

A pale gray train appears
stirred empty on the silent outskirts,
proclaiming a second coming.

His life, a kind of a freeze frame
a non-thinking matter.
Smothering the earth with a fast silver-whitewash

Not too unpleasant, these days.
The beauty and fun of it all,
a quick free trip with no return.

Kodokushi

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Kodokushi (孤独死) or lonely death refers to a Japanese  phenomena of people dying alone and remaining undiscovered for a long period of time…. sadly… this is not just a Japanese phenomena .. My view is that we need to talk more about why many die alone.. and quality in death…..

Last night I read about ‘Kodokushi’,
the politics of despair.
Grunts and strains upward,
counting the stars alone.

A 69-year old man
discovered three years after his death
….. no death poem, only the longest night.

An indented grey pillow,
on a winter sickbed.
No one to watch the threads of a life unfold,
many not even knowing.

I though, how will I die?

A soap bubble, before it bursts
or a chill before moonlight
….. the end of a long day?

An exhausted me, timeless drudgery.
Confusion, misery and apprehension
with only the slurping sounds.

Maybe I will write a poem, just before.
A simple happening…..
and yet, a drop of hope grown
…..a man’s end and mound of gleaming words.