My photograph of a painting by a local Vietnamese artist, Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam.
Terms of endearment
Creative Writing
Domestic Issues
My Picture: Poster promoting women’s health. Hanoi, Vietnam
It was winter and wet,
our children gone.
Your anger fueled by grain
and family traditions.
Persuasions, to no avails and
my body a punching bag.
Beautiful diamonds,
no longer carry your traditions.
When the insects sleep
the wounds heal.
Silent knife, I hate you
for what you try to subjugate
and take for your own.
I am leaving now,
this can’t be living.
No longer receiving,
your pains and sorrows.
You broke my body, but not my mind.
The blows from you,
will hurt no more.
Difference
My Picture: Red Coffee Cafe, Xinxiang. Henan Province, China
Some people think Chinese people are all the same.
I know they’re not.
In my apartment block there is Ms Chueng,
young and beautiful and
still looking for love at 27.
Each morning I see her and
we say ‘hello’.
She asks me about
football and the cold in England.
So I tell her that it has been
cold in England since the 1980’s.
Then on the 15th floor
there is Mr Wang, he lives alone
with two cats and reads Tang poetry.
I lent him a book of poems
by Emily Dickinson a few weeks ago.
Now he is fighting for love with the
teacher who lives above him.
Below me there are the Shan’s,
and their two children.
They have been to America twice.
They talk about trade wars and a
President who twitters all the time.
They think he lives under a floating moon.
I don’t tell them what I think.
So you see Chinese people are not the same.
They are a mind-map of personalities, ideas
and hopes.
Just like me.
Night Time Friends
My Picture: Taiyuan City., Shanxi Province, China
There was a time when it ended
that I drank all the time.
I would drink with Jim, the policeman
until one in the morning.
He would tell me how most women
did not understand him.
And how his latest girlfriend
satisfied him, most of the time.
He felt sure this was the right one.
But he had said this before.
I would drink with my neighbour,
she was older than me and always
answered in the negative.
Listening to her was painful, the more
she talked, the more I needed a drink.
As each evening tailed off into the night,
I would see the embittered face of my father.
And an early morning smile from you.
That told me I was waking up and no
harm would come to me.
I’ll never forget the smile as long as I live.
So I made up my mind to quit my drinking,
and write about unsavory details and delighted
moments, in all its forms of existence.
Oh yes.
My Picture: Vietnam Cultural Museum, Hanoi Vietnam.
The music started to play early this morning.
Not the usual traditional Vietnamese music,
but Celine Dion singling about love
…..Canadian style.
The swimming pool was full, of Spanish guests I think.
Jumping and screaming and wearing shades.
‘Mia’ the beautiful receptionist,
wearing an expensive and tight fitting
silk dress
asked me if I would like coffee this morning.
I looked at her face, her black hair and the dress.
She smiled at me.
“Yes” I said.
But I would have said ‘yes’ to anything right then.
I thought to myself,
it’s a good start to the day.
Lost Soul
Trying to find Charles Bukowski,
in some places is not easy.
It is easy to find Keats and Tagore.
They come running at you,
like a bright and dusty sun.
As subtle as love making on a drunken
Saturday night.
Yesterday a friend asked me
“Why would you wanna read Bukowski anyway, he
just writes about sex and drinking?”
“What else is there to write about?” I said
He paused…
“The jagged mind and shattered dreams…and all that”
So I thought about this for a minute and told him
“Nobody writes about this anymore, it doesn’t sell”
A world of my own
My Picture: Taken of a Paining by local artist in Hi Chi Minh City: Vietnam
It’s a day with just enough time left
to write a poem,
or at least to see the world
between the covers of books.
In moments like these I see
trees that cry in the night.
And it is easy to think about middle age, and
how some people grind away
at unhappiness.
Snarling at themselves
each day in the morning mirror.
And if I look around,
I can still see dialogue imported.
A stillness humped and wounded,
my whole apartment seems to be
thinking and talking.
And outside a couple are arguing.
Their only relief, a hope of meeting
another unhappy couple.
Nights of Espionage
My Picture: Taiyuan City, Shanxi Province, China.
To die the way I live,
amongst the intersection of
ideas and words.
To show contempt for
the enduring loneliness
of a wandering exile.
A living spirit, turned
into a child again.
That is how I want it to be.
Days Like This
My Picture: New Membership Card
A new gym opening in Xinxiang,
and an unwanted fear of growing old alone.
I went to look, as the autumn leaves fell
and spoke of drearier days.
I met a beautiful lady, who reminded me of you.
On dull October days like these, a glistening
sweet kernel illuminating the air.
And a slow fermentation of patched-up memories.
So I joined the gym, and turned to the trees
no longer waiting for the skies to crack.
And the beautiful lady….well we said ‘hello’
and exchanged WeChat addresses.
Neon Wonderland
My Picture: Hue, Vietnam.
A Wandering Poet 