Street Shadows

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My Picture: Frozen River Fen, Taiyuan, Shanxi province , China.

Shadows cast by
neon lights, ripped plainly
from the future.
A world now
only of memory,
and frozen snapshots
of unclaimed territory.
Each moment experienced
more violently,
with every sleep
secured.

Some people
are never wrong,
and others yearn for love.
Idle comments are
left hanging,
on an empty white space.
I find myself watching
endlessly, searchingly
for whimsical lines
and a poet with all the answers.
But in the end, it is left to me
to tell it as it was.

Walking under the moon

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My Picture: The moon tonight: Xinxiang, China

Long walks at night—
I asked the moon to talk to me,
just the two of us.
But the moon would not talk,
it slept within.
So we both never said a word.
I hope one day soon
we can meet again.
With a desire, and a yearning.

Imitation of Life

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My Picture: Taiyuan City, Shanxi Province, China.

A bird sat
on my windowsill.
Each movement
and habit
carefully planned
and uncontested.

A poetic truth
I thought.

I was moved
to see such
outstanding
imitations of life
on this
cold morning.

Dancing Ladies of Xinxiang

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My Picture: Near my apartment: Xinxiang, China.

Half eaten by the moon
and wrapped in cold sheets of rain.
Their eyeballs roll and hips sway,
and the dancing begins.
Always at the same time,
and without a blessing or leaf falling.

Music supersedes their days
on the long march, bellowing
to us all across a great distance.
A ritual that a poet can understand.
An existence that become endless,
and the power of preserving.

City Lights

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My Picture: Xinxiang City, Henan Province, China.

When I first came to the city,
I was so much smaller.
The city was busy with
stories, hidden away and unsung.

Fog played at my feet,
and cold mists of rain
chorused a life
of tragedy and contentment.

Among the soundless solitudes,
I found a crowded room full of poetry
and thoughts of hope.

Song of the City

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My Picture: Taken tonight: Xinxiang City, China.

The water glistens
and the moon hangs low.
Scooters and cars float by.
The people yearn for the clouds,
and the clouds
pine for the water.

All have forgotten to mourn
and yet they meet.
Weaving their dreams
and living on the road,
one and the same.

Wakeful Things

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It began with a slight
pain in her side,
nothing new really.
She was witty,
knowledgeable and golden,
and she loved me.

Then it came,
somber the night was.
Dragging those
beautiful thighs,
from love and sleep.
To a hospital bed
and the dangerous tides of
palliative chemotherapy.

And death dropped from
the dark,
a ghost standing on a bridge.
And everybody hurts.

Cold Mornings

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My Picture: Frozen River Wei, Xinxiang, China

I woke early this morning,
and grey marked the sky.
The many things that
claw and tear in my mind,
swept the crowded jungle clean.

In winter nothing stirs
along the ground.
An ample cold begins to fold,
a dullness touched my
thoughts of you.

How to disregard me

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My Picture: Burnt Scooter – taken today: Xinxiang, Henan, China.

Just tell them I am a frustrated poet,
that swears that he is an atheist,
and hates football.
But even this they did not get.

Just tell them, that
I promise never to listen to AC/DC again.
And I swear, I will never, never again read
that alcoholic sexist pig
Bukowski,
at least not for a while…

But even this statement of my ill-intentions
they did not get.

Just tell them,
that I will get back to teaching
cats and dogs, and promise to give more
time and marks for beauty.
After all, every day is judgment day.

And as they drift,
and fade away so slowly.
Some said
“you cannot be a poet”
Even though, I could show it.

Then I realized that I am at their mercy.
And a life on the road seems a good
way to sink into my dreams,
and write my open poetry.

On Reflection

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My Picture: River Wei Today: Xinxiang, China

Observing all the things I meet
on downtown walks,
reminds me of walking through life.
You can yell at this direction
or that direction,
a fire garden of illusions

Either way, the wind takes
your voice away.
And you see the shadows
of your mother,
or any other empty reflection.

In the end, two people can look
at the exact same thing, and see
something totally different.
Only to doubt what
is presented to you.