Romantic Interlude

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My Picture: Xiahe, Gannan Tibetan Autonomous Prefecture, Gansu , China.

Romance has no part
in my life right now.

It can be cruel and merciless,
especially in another country.

Seasons have come and gone
and whatever the heart,
there seems no use for an aging poet.

There is an outside chance,
in this age of imagination.

At least, a will to love
and a survival to keep.

So, through me
with words that crash on the hard water
and dim lit backstreets,
I will find an answer to this stalled heart.

The thoughts that poets have

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My Picture: Taiyuan, Shanxi Province, China.

It seems at times I can’t be older.
A white haired smile
and a fossil imprint,
infused with a hunters despair.

Exotic summers still remain,
and winter days without
a breeze are wildly wept on.
I still remember how the stillness dazed.

As night pushes into day,
I taste the fragrance of your flesh.
A flower soaked in persistent rain,
a tiny track in fallen snow.
Each step, and again is silent.

The tragedy of dreams

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My Picture: Xinxiang, Henan Province, China.

Like most others
I have come through
sadness and
loves deep nights.
And let them have their moments.

Now I see through
the wasted landscape,
and broadcasts
that say nothing.
Lamenting only a
laugh and an echo passing by.

A grey cry of the future,
is enough to make things grow.
And suffer the castigation
of my thinning dreams,
now so quickly dispatched.

Of life and death

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My Picture: Books I used today.

Arguments come and go,
but they are always
hidden in some place.
Cunning counterfeits
trying to make
their way home, to take
root…

I had an argument today,
about sub-health
and the cause of disease,
I think.

Nothing it seems is familiar,
and treatment
is always rearranged.
They told me the wisdom in the world,
I felt like a dizzy moth
confused by all the lights.
Staring at a diseased gift
that you have, you still have.

Putting in the Work

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‘My Cafe’: Xinxiang, China.

We sat drinking coffee,
both making our way home.
He told me about a lost faith,
and working 17 hours a day.
No proof of skill or
dreams that keep time.
Only a red-eyed wake
each morning.

I thought some jobs you like.
Others are so dreary and pitiless,
they make you want to stay in bed.
And think about the
waitress you met last night.
And if God has a name.

Street Shadows

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My Picture: Frozen River Fen, Taiyuan, Shanxi province , China.

Shadows cast by
neon lights, ripped plainly
from the future.
A world now
only of memory,
and frozen snapshots
of unclaimed territory.
Each moment experienced
more violently,
with every sleep
secured.

Some people
are never wrong,
and others yearn for love.
Idle comments are
left hanging,
on an empty white space.
I find myself watching
endlessly, searchingly
for whimsical lines
and a poet with all the answers.
But in the end, it is left to me
to tell it as it was.

Love Confronted

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My Picture: Wall Painting: Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam

There was only one love.
Or shall I say,
I only loved one woman.

But now I know,
beyond the remote borders
I loved myself more.

And the words
spoken in an ancient forest,
now hauled away without compassion.

Winter is so far away from spring,
it sours my soul.
But this is my design, mine alone.

Walking under the moon

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My Picture: The moon tonight: Xinxiang, China

Long walks at night—
I asked the moon to talk to me,
just the two of us.
But the moon would not talk,
it slept within.
So we both never said a word.
I hope one day soon
we can meet again.
With a desire, and a yearning.

Imitation of Life

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My Picture: Taiyuan City, Shanxi Province, China.

A bird sat
on my windowsill.
Each movement
and habit
carefully planned
and uncontested.

A poetic truth
I thought.

I was moved
to see such
outstanding
imitations of life
on this
cold morning.

Their Day

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My Picture: Quoc Hoc High School, Hue, Vietnam.

It’s been a long day.
Everybody wanted something from me.

Tracy wanted me to practice for
the line-dancing competition.
I said I couldn’t dance.

In the end I practiced the electric Slide,
cupid Shuffle and the Cha, Cha, Cha.
And felt like a dancing queen.

Josephine wanted me to talk to her
students on how to improve their English,
and good habits.
She gave me that look….it always gets me.
So I say ok.

Then Dave called me,
not in self-pity and something forgotten,
which is normal for him.
More, “I have an idea….”

It never strikes, but makes me despair at
the language and the scrutiny.
Now I feel like the only living boy in this place